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About Me Member Rhyming Poet Rachel Schmied18/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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Losing Color

I'm Alive.

Sun May 3, 2009, 11:35 AM
I think the storm is over.

I got my license back, and I only have 1 point on my record as of now. I got my car fixed, so the Cavvy looks brand new. I even got my pizza delivery job back, so I'm making those bills; but for the month that I spent broke and a bum, I did gain a few things...

Firstly, I was too broke to buy food or drugs, so I've sobered up quite a bit and even lost some weight without trying. I feel good, I've gotten my life back together and I can honestly say that, with my most recent poem, I've finally let go of the ghost of past love. I feel now like I can truly move on to better things.

I'm going to be able to pull off my senior prom shenanigans, I just need a date. I even got accepted to BCC already, so I can do whatever I want at RV. They really tried to act like I could not succeed. Well, they're wrong. I'm taking pre-med classes and I'm going to apprentice as a tattoo artist and eventually become a surgeon in California. So there.

I know it's cliche, but I'm finally starting to understand who I really am. I've read that who you are is what you do alone, and after spending some time alone to ponder and whatnot, I've realized:

I still like to draw.
I still like writing poems.
I still like spring & autumn.
I still don't believe in a god.
I still like liberal politicians.
I still like girls.
I still love speaking Spanish.
I like singing (even though I suck).
I like leather (and eating meat). [Kiss my ass, PETA.]
I like driving. I love my car. <3
I like learning in my anatomy & physiology class.
I like smoking.
I like nice clothes and makeup (as androgynous as I may be).
I like having a higher IQ than all my friends on Facebook. ;D

This is who I am, and I like that too.

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Muse - Feeling Good
  • Reading: Brisingr - Christopher Paolini
  • Drinking: Earl Grey

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: NJ
  • Interests: drawing, writing, violin, running, theatre
  • Favourite movie: Across the Universe
  • Favourite band or musician: Cursive
  • Favourite artist: Nimra
  • Favourite poet or writer: wulfofapocalypse
  • Favourite photographer: sweetsailingstars
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano 2GB
  • Favourite game: LoZ: Twilight Princess
  • Personal Quote: That's obscene!
  • Tools of the Trade: graphite and a vision ;)
http://www.myspace.com/thatsjustobscene

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Comments


:iconhaiku-loves-yuri:
wow thank you gorgeous <3

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i am your prescription
i'm your physician
i'm your addiction.
:iconmid90smatt:
I know the best way to get people to go on your Dev is to get involved in the community and find new watchers/favs but I'm too lazy so all I look at on Dev is the main page and what my friends post. And since you're the ONLY one of my watchers that actually posts anymore, your stuff is about all I actually look at anymore.

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-Matthew

~League of the Partially Insane~
:iconsummernights:
i know what you mean! but i'm glad someone is looking, because i don't get very many comments/views these days, considering most of my devious friends are MIA.

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~SummerNights
:iconwulfofapocalypse:
So somehow, I stopped watching you.

Sadness.

<3rewatch

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"That is one fantastic hat orgy."
:iconsaffronscurse1014:
no i dont mind the myspace thing. send me your myspace url to make sure i added you.
thnks :)

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everything leaves in the end
:iconsummernights:
i have returned.

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~SummerNights
:iconjf3:
Hello!!! and thank´s for the Fav :+favlove: . I´ve been seeing your drawings and they are reaaaaallyyyy gooood!!!!!! I´m very impressed that you draw this good and you just have 14 years old. I see a great future on your hands and pencils!!!. :wave:
Sorry for my weird inglish! ;P
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Holy freakin' crap. He's just like Nimra!

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"That is one fantastic hat orgy."

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